The Call

Nearing the end of training for the first week, Randy Clark, the leader of Global Awakening preached a Message during the day called "Pressing In." He told the story of Heidi Baker a Missionary in Mosenbeke for the Part 20 + years. As he ended the story he said "God is calling some of you today to become missionaries." I began to cry uncontrollably but still felt so unworthy, so I didn't go forward. The preacher said if you don't feel called come and pray for people who are being called. So as I went forward to pray for my friend Melissa, I began to cry so hard I could no longer continue praying for her. I just fell on my knees and accepted the call. I cried even when the service ended and we got back on the bus. God completely shook my life. I heard him as me if I was willing to drop all to follow him. That is probably one of hardest questions we can be asked as Christians. I accepted and told God that I would do whatever he asked me to.

Isaiah 6:8 (New International Version)
Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?" And I said, "Here am I. Send me!"